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25 December 2008 @ 11:29 pm
[fic] Fade Out, Rukix?  
Title: Fade out
Author: Me, mentalxfiction
Chapters: Oneshot/Drabble?
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Band(s): The GazettE
Pairing(s): Rukix?
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: They’re locked in my basement, and I’m here writing stories. Man, I must be stupid.
Summary: His eyes welled up in tears and fell off the edge, yet he couldn’t feel the trickle anymore; he couldn’t feel anything. He wanted to feel the warmth, the warmth he received whenever he was with him.
Notes: Well, I just started writing this as I was listening to Street Spirit (Fade Out) by Radiohead. First time posting, no harsh criticisms please! =D






Like any other night, he stood in the balcony just staring at the moon’s reflection on the surface of the now-black waters of the ocean.

His body was numb—the way it had been since the past 2 years. A haunting memory that wouldn’t leave him.

His eyes welled up in tears and fell off the edge, yet he couldn’t feel the trickle anymore; he couldn’t feel anything. He wanted to feel the warmth, the warmth he received whenever he was with him.

He was torn—like every part of him was slowly withering away. He wouldn’t speak to anyone—wouldn’t go out anywhere. He was fading away, fading into the background.

His body was there but his soul had left him long time ago. He blamed the one he loved for taking away his sanity; he believed he had every right to.

He closed his eyes as he felt his heart clench. The reality was beginning to sink in, after two long years that for Ruki had seemed to pass in a heartbeat. Tears were beginning to pour now.

He clutched his hand over his chest—the pain enveloping his body now. He fell onto his knees and screamed into the dark night. Screaming until his lungs gave out.

He gathered himself, grabbing at the ledge and staring down at the waters once again. He knew that he was only a second close to ending the unbearable pain he had been enduring for so long.

And then he was gone. Lost under the dark waves that engulfed his body as he closed his eyes—lost in complete darkness.

He couldn’t feel death for he had died long time ago.

He was fading out, again, but this time the pain had faded away too.

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